No idea what to title: this is a rant (with swearing ok good thanks)

I am so pissed off with my parents.
1: Every fandom I’m in, they’re in. sure, you’d think it’s ok. Until they bug you for when the next series etc comes out, they talk in the middle of it and then when I try to watch it, alone, to enjoy it fully,”Oh you’re watching ____ on your laptop! Come downstairs and we can watch it together!”NO. FUCKING NO. I am sick of having to share the things I enjoy with people who don’t understand how I feel about anything. And I have no ability to tell them I would rather enjoy it fully on my own.
2: When I tell my mum something, sometimes she just gets pissed off for the rest of the day. I had my haircut the other week and I was too overcome with shyness (As per usual) to say what I actually wanted done. My mum’s reaction afterwardness got me so upset and angry that I was in my room for the rest of the day, crying half the time.I’m sorry for not being the kid who goes to parties every other weekend. I’m sorry that I don’t like going out with the people who you think are still my friends. I’m sorry for being an introvert who’s been shy all my life. I’m sorry for existing if you can’t be bothered to find out what’s wrong with me then get all angry when I am actually properly upset because you made me like that.
3: My parents seem to think I’m “addicted to the internet”. Wrong. I’m escaping. They don’t give a shit about how I feel half the time and when they do, they think I’m upset over stupid things. I’m an introvert stuck in an extrovert world and I get nervous when I even want to text my close friends. It’s not stupid. I’m not “addicted” to Twitter or Tumblr. I’m on them because there’s people older then me who can actually relate and help me in the way my parents can’t.
Then there’s my peers.
Ok, so I’m not invited to too many parties. IDGAF. But when I am, sometimes I’m too polite or scared to turn them down. Then I always just end up sitting in a corner watching most of the time with people wanting to pull me in. No. Seriously. I deactivated my Facebook for a reason. So many of my peers don’t understand that I get panic attacks everytime a teacher says they’re putting us in groups to work. I get too scared sometimes to even talk to people. When people start picking up on that and trying to destroy my own little world, I do get violent but is it any wonder? Seriously. They have upset and angered me by misunderstanding me far too many times then they act as if they’ve done nothing.That’s what I hate somuch.I have a few close friends, I suck at starting conversations. I feel left put when all my close friends are off doing whatever and I’m stuck with no-one.
I’m sorry for being stupid and posting this but I love you guys.